EroticDreamS
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So we talked for a year before meeting up.
I told him several times, that later on there might be some problems, and I'm going to change, and so is he. I gave him a fair warning. I told him he might not like a lot of my habits, like bottling my anger, and getting angry easily, and making silly decisions before I calm down. I told him I'm pssimistic, that i think too much for my own good, and many other things. I told him there are going to be a lot of annoying things that I do that he is

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I don't know how to say this to you,
want to; but you won't think it's true.
Bottling this up makes me feel confused,
you is what I am afraid to lose.

I wanted to tell you that I love you so much,
the way you look at me; your soft touch.
Love the way you smile; it makes my day worth while.

I treasure your hearts gigantic measure,
adore kindness and such,
the way you laugh; to sound of your voice,
this leaves me but one

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We live in different cities,

He doesn't have to worry about walking down the street and bumping into me, or seeing me. Because of this, he doesn't have to worry that seeing me might bring back good memories or feelings.

He doesn't have to wish he could see me, like I wish I could just walk down the street to see him, and say "hey, I just want to talk to you, I just want to let you know I care."

He doesn't have to worry about things not working out,

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Speaking from my heart, Everything has been so wrong these past few days. I have plastered a smile on my face, even though it's fake, & pretended to be strong when really I am as weak as thin ice in the winter. I sit here with the last shirt I wore with the best guy in my life and cry into it, because it is the only way I can feel close to him anymore, it carries his scent and reminds me of his smile.

I feel crazy, insane, because I wasn't even given a chance to make things right.

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